Monday, March 29, 2010

am i even alive?
i dont even feel any sign of life in my own.
oh, there is.

pain.

that's the only thing i feel now.
why do you make things so difficult for me?
do you even care about how i feel?

i doubt so.

i keep tearing but you just dont see it.
you dont see my pain.
you dont see how hurt i am by your verbal insults.

i have alot of things on my mind now,
really alot.
i cant breathe.
i feel so stressed i really want to just end this once and for all.
i dont even understand why im alive for.

recently i've dreamt of being God's angels, and even me almost dying in 2 consecutive accidents.
maybe im supposed to die soon, i dontknow.
maybe the next morning when i walk out of my house i'll get knocked down by some car.
maybe.

so why am i trying so hard for?

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GN /♥ ; 01:14

CREDITS.

edited: like-candystrucked
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