Saturday, October 07, 2006

167.

OK.
seriously i dunno wad's wrong with my dad. (he's beside me now but i dun care la) then cos i came back before him today mahh.. and i on the comp first then went to bathe.. then i OFF the monitor to save power (i'm not sure if it helps but.. haha) then he came back and i came out of my bathroom he say that cos i heard him open the door that's why i off the monitor to show that i off the comp and run to go and bathe. LIKE HELLO? i didnt even hear him open the door.. OK I DID. but i was alr in the bathroom then. BELIEVE ME LA!! wadeva i dun care le. haix. i wonder if he noes wad is COINCEDENCE.

TODAY;
was so sians. yeahh i seriously dunno wad to do for once lo. i was like SO BORED!! arghh. okok i was so sians la. i purposely set my alarm at 10am last night cos i noe today sure NTH to do in the morning la so haha dun bother waking up lo.

USUALLY i would be darn sleepy then dun wanna wake up de BUT today dunno why i my hp alarm ring then i wake up le.. then was on the bed smsing to ziqi haha till abt 10.15 then i went to brush my teeth. haha EVERYTHING WAS LIKE SO SLOW LA.. i sat on the sofa for like abt 30min then FINALLY it's 11 then can watch pokemon lo. haha then later i watched sonic haha then i got NOTHING to do so i switched the channels here and there.. haha then watched this and that. hhaa

THEN my cousin smsed me if i want to go out. I WAS LIKE; YES!! haha so happy la. I DIDNT SEE HER FOR 3 WHOLE MTHS SINCE THE JUNE HOLS!! haha so i'm sorta DYING to see her. SHE CUT HER HAIR SHORT!! haha somemore cos she got exam on mon then i scared if i ask her out then will disturb her then my aunt aka her mum will scold me lo. haha BUT she INITIATED it lo. hhaa then we went woodlands library haha. then we suddenly feel like eating sushi like we always do when we go out.. hhaa

SO we went causeway ahah then NVR went back to the library le haha then we were SO SIANS then we went lot1 and played arcade.. haha that's when i realised i DUN HAVE MONEY!! arghh. then i played till i left $4- NOT ENOUGH FOR DINNER!! arghh i settled my dinner out with her and had to borrow her $1 ANCIENT note. SHE WAS LIKE SO SAD LA. nvmnvm i also have ANCIENT note so on wed when i meet her again after sch for lunch i pass it to her (: {DUN FEEL SAD; DUN FEEL BAD. haha}

THEN later after that we LINGERED around *sound like ghosts? haha* then i decided to borrow some books cos i was suppose to meet my cousin to go library NOT to play la. haha so i went to browse lo.. then i squat down to look at the books and from behing fell a book SILENT POOL. *ooohhh~ ghostly..* well; i didnt feel it but my cousin said that it fell on me. ERM okok haha then i look at the book and decided to borrow it haha. yeahh probably's the book's TOO BORED. so it JUMPED on me so that i can borrow it. HAHA!

BLAH BLAH.
that's how i spent my whole day.. I MEAN; i dunno how to spent it tml lo. SUDDENLY like no hw, no aim very weird for the RV HECTIC lifestyle (ERM did i mention it in my entry yesterday? haha) okok so i dunno wad to do lo. ERM WAD TO DO ARH? haha

SIANS.
guess tml i'll waste my day away by being online and watching INUYASHA online bahh. i dun thonk i can finish FIRE ON THE MYSTIC ISLAND today anw. i guess i'll watch it tml lo (: haha but actually i rather be SO SIANS than TOO BUSY that i cant cope lo haha DUN YA THINK SO TOO?

THINKING.
wad's with life? from a hectic life that i cant even catch up that i almost broke down la to SUDDENLY nth to do so sians that i almost cry out of boredom la. then one thing i dunno if i'm just jealous or something.. BUT last time ppl use to say i can sing well *SO HONOURED!! haha* and should join choir.. now that i'm in choir but put into alto; lower for gals de. i dunno why lo everyone seem to think soprano is better and then everyone i noe who is in choir is all sop1 or 2. ARGHH! i'm like such a failure la. till now my sis still thinks i'm put in soprano. she was put in sop during her choir trail in rv but she didnt want to join choir and joined co.. now that she's in UNI alr; she's still in co lo haha SO DEVOTED. haix guess it's time to stop lying between my teeth lo. haix heck la guess i just dun have the abilities to get in sop. live with it la genie!! haix. i cant help thinking.. WHY?! haix guess that's FATE.

some ppl tell me; CHANGE FATE!!
i dun bother. i dun want to. i dunno how to. WHY CHANGE FATE when GOD wants it to happen to u? it must be for a reason and if it is definite that GOD wants it to happen; wouldnt trying to change the fact be useless? i may want to change the facts but how? i dunno and i dun want to noe. JUST LIVE WITH IT; DO U BELIEVE IN DESTINY?

GRRRR.
i actually rather NOT have this "free time" after eoy la. IN MY SITUATION i mean. after exams means can slack rite? but i cannot do this cannot do that. i cant get my gb back *i last seen it in abt 6mths ago la!!* and i cant go online to watch INUYASHA. i mean; i thot after exams i can do the things that i cant do before exams la. WAD THE.. in the end. NOTHING AT ALL; i cant even like play la. WAD'S WRONG!! haix. i see other ppl play and slack and wad can i do? ROTT AT HOME IZZIT? now weather so bad i also cannot get out of hse and play bball with ppl la. i only can go shopping.. BUT shopping is NOT wad i REALLY like thou i sorta enjoy it la haha. somemore go malls means spending money cos instead of shopping most probably i will step into arcade and stay there la. SO u noe.. haix then it means i SERIOUSLY only can rott at home la!! WAD THE?! that's SO UNFAIR LA!! tell me; when in the whole something's really fair?!

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GN /♥ ; 20:59

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