Thursday, September 14, 2006

145.

ok i dunno if i'm really that sians or something but..
wadeva. i was like so pissed off with rj la. i mean- he took junfei's instru when i was playing it and dropped it on the floor la. i mean; i merely dropped it la. he's just so guofen la. then when he went out of the class i just took it back from his "box". gosh la it was so messy that i almost cannot find it. wadeva. HE SPOILED MY MOOD IN THE FIRST CLASS OF THE DAY. a free period? i rather NOT have it.

then a bit of noise from out class then he asked us to write a damn narrative essay "the best day of my life". WAD THE TOOT. i mean; i can simply write one essay and "score the highest- jkjkk la i NOT THAT GD DE LA" haha if the title is "the WORST day of my life". there's simply so many i can simply grab one damn happening in my life and it's a sad day la. wadeva then i manage to write one damn lame and dumb essay in abt 20min. 405 words. arent i great?! HAH- i'm so sarcastic. *i'll get damn sarcastic when my mood swings*

then CID.
i am actually rather happy that ruth didnt come today. DUN GET ME WRONG!! i mean she didnt come today then we dun needa present ma. haix but i really hope she can get well soon. we really need her!! haix GET WELL SOON K? :)

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insanity's acting up again cos i'm not happy. i'm pissed off. i'm sadded. DAMN~ broke down last night. i thot it wouldnt happen again. 2 nights ago i had a sweet dream and slpt so tightly but how would i noe; last night i broke down. i guess that's probably my way of releasing stress. wadeva la. i just hold secrets to myself. i think there's very little things u noe abt me la. noe any of my unhappy stuff ma? i nvr say de lo. haiyo~ i dun wanna remind myself of that type of stuff la. i'm damn sensitive de.

hah. i actually dunno wad to say de. i stoned for an hr plus plus then started writing this entry la. but all so sadistic la. yest watch inuyasha. HALFWAY. initially i was so happy then my dad went to off it. i mean; left last 10min only he also.. WADEVA.

sians la i was so sad lo. first episode of the season and ... NVM. i bet later i cant watch it too.. i better NOT pin any hopes. i'm merely disappointing myself over and over again. i had enough- enough means enough.

ps.
ok it's a weird post. i dunno wad the heck i am talking abt. sad la. *sadistic* sorry i think i wasted much of ur time reading my rubbish haix.

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GN /♥ ; 22:39

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