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Saturday, May 13, 2006
i actually wanted to go ice-skating tml ma.. 4 ppl cheaper.. it is for the whole day somemore.. haix. asked feei, claudia and ziqi.. both feei and claudia say can le i think.. then ziqi say she cannot go cos she no money le.. she say after she buy present then broke le.. it is not like i dunno she is like so much richer then all of us here.. one who stays at semi-d and who ask dad for money then most prob will be given de gal like her.. she no money? i'm so surprised. to think i put all my hope on so many ppl.. and they slowly destroy my hope.. ONE BY ONE>> i dun wanna put hope on anyone le.. no even on myself. why giv hope when u noe i will get so depressed when it is destroyed? no point. NO HOPE> NO DEPRESSION. isnt that good? why make urself feel so bad? i shall giv no hope> live on with my destiny and fate pulling me along. why do you destroy my one and only hope all the time? i'm terribly hurt. this is not the first time le.. i dun wanna be hurt ever again.. when i am so sad and so hurt.. so depressed and lost.. where is my pillar of support? where are u now? i am searching so desperately for u but to no avail.. why do u leave me alone in such a situation? i really need u badly.. yet u are not there for me.. i really have no hope. no hope at all.. hoping makes me feel so bad.. are u enjoying out there? where is ur familar smile? i cant seem to find it anymore.. i really need u.. dun ever leave me alone again.. will u? - GN /♥ ; 08:59 |
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edited: like-candystrucked basecodes: shiroyasha|detonatedlove |